Once Upon A Dream

It's almost been three weeks since I adventured to the land of magic and adventure. It seems like it was forever-ago. It all seems like a dream. 

I know you're all probably thinking "oh ha-ha, nice description there, very original" but it did, it did feel like a dream. Looking back, thank the second star to the right that I took so many photos and videoed my time their. It feels unreal; looking back, remembering back - was I actually there?

My third, and final Disneyland Paris Vlog will be up soon - so slight spoiler as this will be public before the video - but before we officially left the park, whilst Serenna was taking photos, I burst into tears. Yep, I was crying, whilst vlogging, just off Main Street USA. It was the first time I had been there in six years. Six whole years. I don't know whether I was crying because I was sad to be leaving, or whether I was happy because it was quite literally the best holiday ever! 

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For a week after, I had the post-Disney-blues. I'm sure many of you reading this will have had this. It's horrible. Dreadful. Absolutely vile. I felt like my life had no purpose. Everything bad in my life came back to haunt me. 

I was beginning to deal with the loss of "friends", the return to work, panic attacks over the most mediocre things, and so many other things. 

When I was in Disneyland, I'd wake up and be motivated to get out of bed (and okay, apart from two of the days - out of three..., we were up at 6:00am getting ready) and adventure and do more things I could have imagined. Of course, on Friday 26th June, I did wake up in Disneyland but I woke up to the knowledge I'd be returning back to reality.

But I will be returning, soon.

  To the land of love.

The land of happiness.

The land of heroes.

And the land of adventures.

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"I mean they say if you dream something more than once, it's sure to come true!"

And, well, darlings this was a dream that will last a life time.

Catch you next time.

~ Ellen ~