Metaphysical Dreams

I could sit here and tell you all about how I wish and how I dream, I could be a Disney Princess with a  tragic backstory but a happily ever after, but why should I wish and dream when it's already a reality.

I may not be living in some fantasy realm filled with ogres and wizards, and okay my life isn't going to be the next tale in children's book of fairytales, but my life is special and no matter how difficult it may seem - I will always get my happily ever after one day.

"Happily ever after one day" kind of makes it sound that my life won't begin until my happily ever after does. I mean, sure that happened for Rapunzel... "And, I'll keep wondering, and wondering, and wondering, and wondering; when will my life begin..." I suppose she was kind of kept in a tower for 99.9% of her life and so - well - she didn't have a life. But, I do.

I've just finished my a-levels in Photography, English Literature and Textiles. I work twenty-six hours a week so I am able to go out and adventure into the great wide world. I'm intending to go back to college come September to study Media Production and possibly Animation. I like to read. I like to write. I like to make youtube videos. I dislike onions. I drink a lot of tea. I have a life. 

My life is wonderful.

I've been through hard times. I've seen people go through hard times. I've helped people go through hard times. I never knew, I could help myself when going through a hard time - but I did it. Yes, it was difficult. But there has always been something pulling me through dark times like this, hope. (And "Faith, trust and pixie dust." and blah blah blah lots and lots of Disney magic.) Hope and determination to believe in the hope.

I recently started my new job (and finished my a-levels, all in the same week - hence why no blog post for last week, sorry!) and as well as the new job, I still have my old job. I am currently working more hours than I have ever done and I am so knackered. It's all worth it though. The money I will earn that I can save will help me get to where I want to be, whether that's college or Disneyland. I'm feeling a bit like Tiana right now. Working eight days a week, twenty-seven hours in total - all to get where I want to be. Wait, does this mean I'm going to turn into a frog soon and end up defeating an evil voodoo man and find the love of my life all in twenty-four hours?! Nah, nope, not happening. I'm too busy for that in my schedule right now.

Anyway, what I'm getting at right now is, maybe my life isn't perfect and the way I want it to be right now. Yes I will have bad days, yes I will have good days, yes I will have days where I want to dress up as Rapunzel and dance around the house listening to the Disney soundtrack. (Which does happen by the way - most days, to be honest...) All I need to do is to "dig a little deeper" and believe in the dream  that one day my prince will come for me and everything will end happily ever after. 

Hope.

One little word, one giant desire.

We will all get our happily ever afters. We just need to give it a little bit of time. (I mean, let's face it, my prince is probably stuck in a tree right now.)